Wednesday, February 16, 2011

grams.

all i want to know is... why?

why her? why now? 

my wish for the day: i wish i could do something to help. anything.


my grandma is my hero. she's the most caring person you will ever meet.
she's the kind of person you can call anytime and she will drop everything for you.
her heart is filled with nothing but good things. i've never even heard her say a bad word about anyone.
she just doesn't have it in her. 

i wish i could be as strong as she is. she is so brave.






it's hard. i'm not going to pretend like it's easy to see. but i know that with everything she has been
through so far, it can only get better from here. she has the strength, maybe not physically, but
mentally she can conquer the world. she has the support. my family is amazing; 
we make miracles happen. and she has the doctors. she's working with the best of the best. 
countless doctors are on her case. all meeting and discussing and focusing just on her. 
everything has to be okay. just have hope.




 

Once you choose hope, anything's possible.  
~Christopher Reeve

 
i'm a believer. i believe with my whole heart 100% that miracles happen everyday.
i believe that prayers are answered. i believe that things can change. 
and i believe that everything happens for a reason.



sometimes i believe in crazy things. 
example:

knocking on wood.
crossing my fingers.
my lucky number.
shooting stars.
lucky pennies.



but it's the little things like this that make life worth living. 
we all just want something to believe in. that we can count on.







so where i'm going with all of this is that i know she is going to be healthy again someday.
i have no doubts she will be okay.
cancer is a scary word though. to anyone. say it in a sentence and the mood will change instantly.
everyone is scared of it. as if by saying it, it makes things worse. 



but it's nothing we can't overcome.
the day we find a cure for cancer, the whole world will rejoice as one.
and i say we, because yes, i plan to be a part of that.



 
someday.



but in the meantime...





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